Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Sunset is the most beautiful time of the day.. at least.. thats wat i am feeling.. the best scene to me is when the sun sets across the mountains and pink, orange, purple and blue lights can be seen. to me, its a perfect picture.. although sunset across the sea is beautiful.. i still prefer the hills.
Today is a very bad day for me.. firstly, i never bring my file to school.. and ss is inside.. anyway.. i do the wrong paper also.. so must stand outside.. then i forgot there is chemistry.. totally nv bring anything except a file.. jie yee helped me borrow a text book.. then i had a little argue with jie yee.. i nv bring the prelim papers and i ask her to lend me one set.. coz i also nv hand in workbk.. then i scared that teacher will scold me very badly..
then she say that she want to mark herself so she can learn from her mistakes.. i was so disappointed that i don bother to reply..
i really got scolded for not handling the wkbk... then my phone rang.. my father called me.. yea.. well.. i was not very shock or wat.. in fact i have no feelings.. i don care if the phone is taken or not.. i really dont.. after lesson.. i ran down.. to find my father.. i asked him why called me.. then i started to cry and ran away.. it was very embarrassing.. so i hid in the toilet.. i realised that i am only forcing mysef to act strong.. i don know why i cry.. its not as if i wont get back the phone.. probably i was feeling rather terrible.. got scolded.. fight with friends and all.. then later i sat on the stairs and hid for 5 mins befor i head for the library..
Anyway, i saw Mrs hong on my way back to class.. she told me to hand in parents letter.. but previously she said after school giving me beta form.. nevermind.. Nadia was such a great friend! she told me that even i am having a hard time today, good luck will follows.. haha.. i have patched things up with jie yee and we stayed to do homework together..
... i had a haircut when i went home.. i wanted to cut long ago.. but the hairdresser cut so short then i have no choice.. then..blah blah.. my hair was short.. haha nevemind.. hair will grow..hee
These days.. i cannot stand nagging people.. they really make my head burst.. i find that i don even have the mood to tolerate lame people.. i just don care.. i think its better like that.. at least i feel free.. caring so much on worthless things is not meaningful and bring trouble..
Oh yea! i saved a bird today! i don know if its dumb or cannt fly.. it walk in the middle of the road and nearly squashed by a lorry.. when i saw it.. i was wondering why didnt it fly or get out of the road.. it just continued to stay in the middle of the road.. then i walked over and try to chase it out.. the bird did not move much and i nearly got hit by a car.. it was so embarrassing.. lots of people are wondering why am i turning circles on the road.. haha then i say two cars passed the bird.. that brave thing was rite in the middle of the two cars... a really rare brave bird.. then it finally hopped across the road and then i went home~ hope that thing don do such stupid things again.. byebye!
12:22 AM;;
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