Saturday, September 13, 2008

3 weeks have past. Say good bye to ward 9B. next week is the start of working in a new ward le.. This attachment really fun.. met the best nurses there.. almost know everyone's name and all. =)

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why do i feel so...

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well,

hahas. k. gotta go now. Eme is staying over tonite~ cant wait!
Can we sneak out at midnite and play till 5?

=D

1:41 PM;;
♥ find your instrument~ ♥

Friday, September 12, 2008

Ytd nite.. i finally got a chance to talk with someone.. dun want to give any names because what im going to say later is not pointing at anyone. I've guessed a little things, heard a little things, but in all, im sad at some things. Well.. I really cant change what ppl thinks.. but at least, No one till ytd really heard bout MY side of the story.. can i just say a few things?

There is really some misunderstandings.. i wont blame anyone really for thinking in this way or that way. but im thinking.. if its some things which involves me, isnt my views at least of some importance rather than thinking what you heard is rite? Because i think if you assume things or believe in what ppl assumed, then im sad coz i didnt know in your eyes you could see me or believe that im such a person. It could only mean that im lying and they are right and there will certainly involve the issue of trust and no trust.

First of all, I think the main reason i always cause many misunderstandings is because i wont say what im thinking. If you dunno me well, im glad to share with you what kind of character i have. I wont really like to tell ppl what happened to me except for my close girlfriends. But most of the time, if you ask me directly, i will answer you directly too. The reason i dun tell things firstly is because i dun want ppl to know me too well. If you know all my thoughts, then you can guess all my actions. Another thing is, when friends rarely get together, talk so much bout problems for wat? of coz wanna make use of time be happy la... Lastly is.. in friendship, for friends whom i feel can reach a certain stage, naturally, i will tell them certain things. Understanding is the factor here.

Give you one example.
Among all my friends, adeline is the only person i feel that i went through most with. All these years, if im mad at her 100 times, shes only mad at me 1 time. There are many times i will tell her i dun want to treat her as a best friend but as a good friend. There are many times i told her i wont want to trust her anymore. Of coz we wont like that le la.. but what i wanna say is.. i haven been a very good friend to her.
True friendship involves doing something for someone else and expecting nothing in return.
I always argue with her because, i expect smth from her. I expect her to do the things i will do if put in the same situation. but despite frequent arguements, we are really quite close as cousins and friends because we have TIME on our side. We grew up together for 19 years.
Friendship takes time to get to know each other, build shared memories and TRUST.
Though i often say i wont want to trust her last time, but actually i always still do. Trust is smth, only time and situation can bless you with, only smth great and big is enough to break it. i dun see trust as an easy thing. Really.. so far, nothing could break it yet.

I cant say adeline really understands my thinking, coz its different and girls are not that good in analysis. But we always support each other and forgive each other.

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Some friends often say i dun care, i forget about them, i this.. i that... Some expect me to do this or do that.. Some are upset with me because i failed to meet their expectations.. Some say i dun understand them, fail to concern bout them..

Yea.. well.. whatever the case is.. whats
"Forgiveness??"

In my last statement, i can only say this..
You can't create old friends. Only time can bless you with them.

i need to go now for work.. cant really blog finish.. but if any of you wanna know smth more or what, just ask me la. then i will explain. Just dun anyhow guess.. =)

10:46 AM;;
♥ find your instrument~ ♥

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

time really past by that fast! another 2 more days jiu finish 3 weeks of attachment le. =D still got another 3 weeks then break. ^^

Been taking cases and being in charge of patient so time pass quite fast la... coz got work to do. =) Today i heard a patient playing "Better in Time" from Leona Lewis loudly from her phone. Reminded me of jasmine.. hahas its one of her fav songs. When she first intro me, i replayed the song countless of times too.

Songs like that are encouraging but its not solution.

Im so tired... always feel so sleepy... damn.. haiz.
Im watching HISTORY channel now. Its Super nice lor!! ~~

ok la.. i still left a last part of homework to do. my clinical facilitator throw us some last min homework. =.= sian..

OH yea, the nurses here are all SUPER GREAT lor!! so friendly!!! =DD hahas. but i still miss NUH lots...

8:57 PM;;
♥ find your instrument~ ♥

Sunday, September 07, 2008

What happened to all the boon lay ppl?

After piano ytd, suddenly feel like talking to someone face to face. Anyone will do, just someone.

I called or msg everyone living nearby which i can remember.. either is cant call through jiu shi never pick up.. Why all disappear huh! lols.

Kelly was supposed to come my house stay ytd de.. but she end up got smth so last min cant come.. =(

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Have you heard about the call bell story in hospital?

When the call bell rings,
EVERYBODY thinks that SOMEBODY will answer it,
but NOBODY does.

oh yea.. the 40.. some ppl there BANNED me from going there. Whenever i went in, they will chase me out coz they know the 40 very horny towards me! lols. anyway, i wont see him much coz we all changed cubicle le. hahas.

ok. thats all for now. =)

9:32 AM;;
♥ find your instrument~ ♥

Friday, September 05, 2008

Weilson, Happy Birthday. =)

U still owe me lunch.... has

11:33 AM;;
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Thursday, September 04, 2008

attachment really past by so fast. Finishing two weeks le.. damn tired.. but this attachment also very interesting.

These past few days 40 keep Proposing to me la!! Everytime i walk near him, he jiu will say

"Hey honey, i miss you"
"Can i be the father of your child?"
"Do you want to marry me?"
"I think that you are very unique, very intelligent and pretty woman"
"In my heart theres a corner i feel that i really love you"
"hey, when you going to answer me, agree to marry me?"
"If you marry me i promise you that you wont go hungry and you will have all the money to spend"
"your money is your money, my money is your money"
"You marry me, i give you 1 million"
"I buy you a house with a swimming pool"
"Give me your phone number"
"Let me take a picture of you ok"
"I Loveee You"

hes not crazy! im serious! he knows what he is talking. I just feeling... ARGH!! hair stand.. he give me 20 million i also wont marry him..

haiz... lols... ><

Anyway, thats smth interesting which happen in my attachment la. hahas. im so freakin tired.. tml still have to hand in case study.

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* cindy, my CF is Sukdev. =x lols. i know you sure surprised. coz in class is we bully her... but in attachment, shes a total different person. lols.. hows your CF? Ismail fierce not??

Shan, hope your chicken pox go away soon!!! =)

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hahas..

Ahh.....

*deep breath*

-smile-

=)

8:54 PM;;
♥ find your instrument~ ♥