Saturday, March 25, 2006

LOLS!!! wahaha... i thought of posting smth humourous today..

like one of the entries of my diary.!!

hehehe

cool ba~ ^^

but as i was browsing it.. i realised that i am such a detailed person.. and very.. er.. emotional.. lols..

its like totally not me lor.!!

theres a detailed account of my close friends during my primary school times.. like leng kee, may, fern, yan kai, hon long, xiu ling..

most of the entries are quite long.. and some is about my crushes.!!

wahaha!!

that, i wont post up!! wahaha

who will be so stupid.. not me k!! C=

okok, for the exciting moment...


30/10/2001
Hey D.Thoughts, ( as in deep thoughts.. even though i dun remember why i call it that.. =/)

Tell you what, May like the Zhen Huo ( sld be zhen hao la.. lols). well, what I

think is these love won't last. such a childish love. HaHa. ( as if i was an expert in

love.. how lame i can be last time.. -.-)


Hey D.Thoughts,

Fern liked Asraft. what I wanna say is this " different religion can

be together in peace is a good thing."


THE END OF "LOVE"

2:00 AM;;
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Thursday, March 23, 2006

hee..! Firstly, ytd i was too early for work!! lols first time rite~ i was due at 5 but i went at 2.. but that Pat pulled my ear coz i was early... -.-|||

she even asked me to stay and help.. when i heard that,

Me: " huuhhhhhhhhh................. i was still planning to go to the bookshop de.."

Pat: " then why you come so early huh?" ( still pulling my ear)

Me: " aiya i scared get scolded so come earlier lor." ( actually the schedule changed.. but i didn't bother to call and ask..)

Pat: " okok you gogogo"

Me: " =D"

ok so i went to the very enormous bookshop called konikuniya or smth la..

my music teacher said that i can buy pop scores there.. i managed to find the section.. but i cant find JJ pieces.. and as mostly is published in Taiwan, so the scores are numbers and not tadpole notes...

anyway.. there are many jap comics in jap language.. WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got my favourite spirited away, howl's moving castle and kiki's delivery service comics!!!!!!

someday, i will master the jap language =) HAHAHAHA

then i went to the paragon... guess wat i SAW!!!!


i found my fav shop!!! Marks and Spencer!!!!

so i went in to buy the rocky sweets and a packet of sour fishes gum.. hehehehehe

yay!!

at the 5th floor there is a music school.. and bought 3 pop books from there!! whee~

got JJ and other singers.. and the super duper nice <>

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

so went to work after that.. but i was soo sleepy that i kept looking at the time in the computer... lols


Anyway.. the main thing i wanna blog today is this...

As i was walking towards the mrt.. i saw this middle-aged women( 25+) swinging a lighted rubber yoyo.. infront of her.. there is a newspapaer piled with those yoyos and other lighted toys..

It was obvious she is selling those things..

Then beside her.. was a middle-aged man too.. they were chatting happily..

My first thought was..

" huh.. selling this at the pathway of orchard.??"
" Will anyboday buy it.??"
"How come she wont paiseh de.."
"The guy is her bf huh..?"

to get a satisfying answer.. i sat down on the bench just opposite of them..

it was 9 smth at then..

the women kept smiling and asking passerbys whether they like to buy one..

just as i was considering whether to buy one from her or not.. cos very malu...

the guy who was just standing there and looking at the girl took a yoyo and swing it with her too!!

" Wow thats so sweet"

wa liao.. just now my brother tell me his 2.4 run was 12 mins.. go and die la..

sry! ok to the main topic..

and when no ppl walked past, they continued their sweet talk..

then.. one ang-moh family stoped at her stand.. the lil girl was interested in the toys..

in the end, she bought a rubber yoyo too!

i dunno why singaporeans wont want to buy it..

although i am not sure if they were a couple.. but i saw trueness and simplicity in them..

they were standing out in the thousand couples in orchard..

I hate orchard becos its filled with many vague ppl..

vague friends
vague couple
vague me

i am vague too..
i must smile when i hate to
i must talk when i want to scream
my manger asked us to steal thank-u cards( i stole a stack)
i asked the costomers to steal the toys infront of my counter
i drank soya bean even though i'm not supposed to

in my work.. i learned to put on a mask..

treating ppl the way you don mean to

hey.. some costomers are plain annoying.. feel like cursing them to drop into the drain..

but they are always rite..

i must continue to smile..

vague ba...

so.. on the very vague street.. where ppl dress up in all sorts of clothes you cant imagine..


i saw this couple...


i am not impressed that they shared such pure relationship..

i am impressed.. that...

the man was able to put down his ego and do wat most wont do..

he has a choice.. and he chose to do it.. to give encouragement to the girl...

i was wondering...

if i were to do wat the women is doing..

how many of my friends are willing to accompany me..

but.. even me.. i don think i have that courage..

we are blinded by our proudness..

and my conclusion is...




they will last.

1:59 PM;;
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Hey hey!! okok i gotta blog quick.. tml need to work ah... HAIZ.........

anyway, on monday got 2 things happen so i wanna blog abt it.. i shall make it short and simple!!

yay!!

er my manager's ( patricia) boss boss came to my counter to buy food.. she last time also came to buy from me.. but i dunno that she is my boss boss boss la.. then she complain i very slow, never smile at her.. blah blah blah..

anyway.. she came again.. think my eyes got stamp izzit.. as if i cant recognise her.. yea yea, and so i asked her if she wanna try the promotion red/green curry..

she ask me if the curry is japanese..............................

seriously i dunno lor.. so i anyhow crap la.. since jap restaurant.. of coz jap curry ma hor.!! then i still say wat not so hot very nice to eat...( even though i nv eat be4) then later June( my colleage ) whispered to me say the green curry from Thai and red is local..

OMG!!!

then i quickly say: " Er Mam, sry ah.. the green curry is..blah blah blah sry ah coz i new here"

i smiled till my mouth is swollen..........

then she continued to say smth....... which i nearly faint ok....

She: " why is the curry green huh..?"

Me ( wa man.. gu yi de lor!! i never hear wrongly rite ?? so old le still dunno why curry green.. how would i know la.. i wanted to ask her why the apple is red lor!!)

so i said: " er becoz the powder is green"

She: " oh you mean they add artificial colouring in it ah?"

Me: " oh nonono is NATURAL de =))))))"

then she continued to test me.......... its all nonsense la..

yea.. but patricia also dun like her, i got praised in the end!! wahaha * evil laughter ^ '

and later in the afternoon, i accidentally spilled the hot soup on my right hand.. it really hurts.. i mean my hands actually felt like its burning..

then got one china lady saw me running water under my hands ( pls i am a st.john member =D), she asked me to soak my hands in cold water so wont get blisters..

then as i was soaking, one indonesian guy ( apul ) saw it and asked me wat happen and blah blah blah...

then...

he...







ran out and took the soya sauce and pour in over my hands........


he still tell me don put ice..


soya sauce..???


that time i really thought he must be hungry and wanna eat hamburger...

not my hand pls!!! X/

lols anyway my hands are ok now, just got a teenie weenie patch of red only.. ^^














ok today i went with yin lum for medical checkup.. compulsory for nursing de...


then i was really terrified when the doctor took the needle out..

i told myself:
i must be brave
i must be brave
i must not fear!!!
needles meant nothing to me

in the end.. the doctor couldnt see my vein.. he say i never excercise so dunno why the vein wont pop up when he tied the band around my arm..

so he tried his luck and pok the needle in...

haha ok la.. not very pain.. it only hurts when the needle is in your hands...

yea.. and anyway..

as he was pulling the syringe..




NOTHING came out!!!

only air... lolz!!

he missed my vein!!

so the doc was like shifting the needle left and right and still continuing to pull the syringe..( pls.. the needle still there ok!!)

i was laughing as nothing came out..
lols.. its hilarious man.. first time encounter such things...


then as he nearly pulled the handle towards the end.. suddenly got blood flow into the syringe...

yay!!



he found my vein!!

lets celebrate!!! =DDDDDDDDDDD



*cough cough


then he was like carefulling pushing and pulling the handle for more blood to flow in...

in the end.. my blood filled half the tube...


gosh.. i nearly faint just thinking of the amt of bld my small vein can provide... so much blood!!

*crying..

hehe =)

12:36 AM;;
♥ find your instrument~ ♥

Saturday, March 18, 2006

I must must must, blog abt today!!

Its totally horrible lor..

Firstly.. i am 15 mins late for work.. the patricia pinched my ear..

Pat : " auntie, why so late than come?"

Me : " orh.. becoz the train to orchard was late ma."

Pat : " you don.."

before she could finish,

Me : " And of coz i went out late today la..haha"

Pat : " yea, correct ma, don find excuses just admit it ma."

then when i was going in, another auntie said,

"why she always call you auntie huh?"

Me : " orh.. she always like to bully me de"

do i seem very relax here??

er.. ok la.. but inside.. i am a lil sad.. coz my hp shows that i late only 10 mins..

man.. compared to school... this is NOTHING lah...

ok then today.. i did many more Wrong things..

i forgot to give like abt 5 ppl thier miso soup when they ordered value meal..

i keep ordering the wrong thing until the kitchen aunties must ask me in person wat is my order..

coz is speak through a microphone de..

i ALWAYS mix up the green and red curry...


#@$%^&*^


and today got one costomer change her order to complete meal ( means add nata de coco and colestraw)

........................

she wait until i CLOSE the cashier and RETURNED her the money then tell me..

coz the computer is CASE SENSITIVE..

so i cannot open it again..

then i called the manager aziz.. he press press press press press then ok liao.. but took quite some time la..

this,

is only the first time..

i still got second time..

ok here goes..

got this phillipino lady, she said," i want the beef and salmon without the miso soup.take away plz, thk u"

ok so i type one beef and one salmon..

then hor.. aiya.. dunno how to say la..

she actually want the combo of beef and salmon... mean together de.. cheaper also..

so.. as expected.. must call aziz..

press
press
press
press
press

then alrite le..

if pat found out abt this...

i think i might lose my ears...

During the afternoon like abt 5, i did so many wrong things..

till i was trembling when i was speaking to the costomers..

my orders were like sooo slow ok.. the kitchen aunties scared i order wrongly again so dun wan to make my orders!!!

haha thats only my guessing..

no words can explain how many wrong things i have done.. but it worse than you can visualise lah!!!

gosh.. i hate it man.. i don think i am suitable to work la..

oh yea!! i also keep on giving the wrong change to the coztomers lor!!

lucky they very understanding..

or else i tell you.. i would have no more hair left...

aiz..

hey friends!! plz plz plz plz... counter very hard to do ah!! so next time, if you order wrongly.. can be very understanding and don make the cashier so ma fan.. plzzzzzzzzzz

and today when i was nearly going to off liao, chee woon looked for me.. that time i was in a middle of some trouble too..

was quite relieved to see him, at least someone you know..

coz that time i was really panicking..

he asked me go shopping with him after work.. but i cannot ah.. got guitar.. so he went first..

sry ah CW !!

yea... today after guitar i went to the library..

this time.. i went to the underground childrens section library..

i picked out 3 book and sat down on a kids chair with a kids table..

then a mother and her daughter came and sat opposite to me..

i smiled at the mother and said, " read these books can relief stress =)"

she was quite shocked and smiled too

anyway.. i just loved the children sections book..

gonna go there often..

who cares abt face la..

i wont see them for the rest of my life even..

and those books are really so imaginative and creative that i was so absorbed into it!!

ppl who wanna pass gp, i advise you to go read lil kids books~

must add some humour in your essay ma..

don dull dull like hell.. =P

plz hor.. my cranky ideas i've always had don come from there ok!!! =)

9:09 PM;;
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Friday, March 17, 2006

I just realised that i am a runner.. i keep on running away from problems..

I ran as far as i could
only to realise that i was running in circles..
I tried to hide
only to realise that there was nowhere i could hide..
It was only a matter of time
before i faced the truth
I am just playing with time..
and finding myself back to the same old spot..

haha.. dun worry.. i am fine.. just weird

9:26 PM;;
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

ok.. today work from 2 to 5.. yup.. today i was cashier.. and tml i am not a trainee le but a actual cashier le!! hehe ^^

monday that time i was quite sad coz i realised that the society is like... really cruel lor.. you must do everything rite.. and i felt very lonely..

although my friends are just beside me at their counters.. we cant even talk and if you order anything wrong.. its all your fault.. i am really terrified of working..

but today was ok la.. hehe.. the manager was telling me that me and two other trainees were quite good.. hehe.. the manager always call me naughty girl.. always like to contradict with me de... haiz..she also quite fierce!!

the manager is called patricia.. quite old de la.. =P

yea.. so today was good~! i only got scolded once.. that is chee woon and his friend came to eat at yoshinoya..( oh yea.. i work there.. at orchard taka) then he was there crapping lor.. yea.. and there was this lady waiting behind at the queue.. they all la.. decide their orders so slow..

the manager scold me and say.." don play with your friends here, got ppl still waiting, must faster!!!"

Wei chee woon!! next time don go to my counter la..i got scolded ok!! hahaha

yea.. then at 5, ying jia and pei wen wanna quit.. they don dare to tell patricia.. so i help them tell.. then as expected.. patricia scolded a little..

then she asked them to leave the place.. and i was standing there.. i dunno where they going at first.. then patricia asked if i was leaving or not..

i said no.. i staying..

haha

and then!!!

she say: "the naughtiest is you but also the most guai de."

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

wahaha.. so nice the feeling.. whee~

then she extend my time for tml.. at first is work from 5 - 8 de.. then extend from 2 - 9... lolz..

ok.. i love working~ <3

then i went to take mrt with ying jia~~

7:38 PM;;
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

haiz.. tml gotta work again... studying is soo cool!

next time i will blog abt my work place.. today just don feel like it.. sry ppl.. lols

^^

7:43 PM;;
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Sunday, March 12, 2006

My brother is being rebellious.. he can shout like hell..

My parents are not being understanding.. they expect us to understand them..

My mother and brother likes to scream...

My father nags..

and i kept quiet...

this is the so called " typical family"

i don even want to talk more with my parents..

i feel irritated talking another sentence to them.. they keep repeating and nagging at the same old thing..

so today.. early in the morning.. the house started to rumble as usual..

Father: " If you all don want to wake up, we shall go eat lunch without you."

Mother:" Why wanna have children if they just wants to disobey you.. even a dog is better than having a son.."

Brother - continue to slack in bed

Me - all done and shut up

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after lunch, brother went home.. he didnt want to join us to go to science centre..

fine..

later after the show.. they drop me off jp and i went to look for soon eng..

took a bus and went home..

read comics and fell asleep..

woke up at 6 and parents called me.. ask me and bro to go to the bus stop 20 mins later.. gonna hav dinner

Me: " GZ.. later go down , they fetching us for dinner"

GZ:" don want. why sld i go. go for wat. we only talk money."

Me - go straight into my room

15mins later..

Me: " plz go.. i don want them to complain.. don be like that la.. plz.. they really want u to join them for dinner.."

GZ:" NO, i will not go, stop asking me"

Me:"wat can i do to make you go?"

GZ:"give me $50 and i will go"

Me - bursts with anger and went to my room..

after crying and consideration..

Me:"i am going down now.. you going?"

GZ:"No"

Me - took out the 50 dollar and handed out to him

GZ - looked surprised " you siao ah"

Me" i have given you the money, so plz come down now"

GZ:" you take back la, i will not go."

Me - off the tv, lights and slammed the door hard. leaving him alone in the house with his computer

my face were burned with hot tears..

he did not keep his promise

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at the thai restaurant..

the first dish..

Me:" wat is this?"

father:"shark fin, vegetarian de"

Me:"is this real?"

Waitress:"of coz its real"

Me - stared hard at my father

father:"no it is not real" ( eye contacting with the waitress to lie to me)

father:"opps.. i am sry i forgot you don eat this.. coz this is the theme dish of the restaurant.. you eat for the last time and i promised you i will nv order shark fin again. forgot la"

Me - kept quiet and looked away

mother:"i think you are handling the wrong way, then wat abt the ppl killing chicken and other living things. you cant control it wat"

Me - silent..

in my mind..." its not the matter of eating it..its the cruel way that man did to eat it..i don want to argue with them.. i am forever incorrect"

father:"aiyo.. sry ah.. (telling my mother) i forgot she is an animal protecter.."

then.. i cried..

father:"she really loves her sharks.."

its very hurting to know your parents eating smth you detest so much infront of you.. and practically everyone was eating it near you

so now.. when i was typing.. my brother came up and said,

" i heard you cry at the restauant huh. you know daddy is very 'nei jiu' that he ordered shark fin. wa liao you 'bai chi' ah"

and i... after he was gone

someday in this family.. i may not be able to speak anymore..

9:26 PM;;
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Monday, March 06, 2006

I Found a Tiny Starfish



I found a tiny starfish

In a tide pool by the sand.

I found a tiny starfish

And put him in my hand.



An itty-bitty starfish

No bigger than my thumb,

A wet and golden starfish

Belonging to no one.



I thought that i would take him

From the tide pool by the sea,

And bring him home to give to you

A loving gift from me.



But as i held my starfish,

His skin began to dry.

Without his special seaside home,

My gift to you would die.



I found a tiny starfish

In a tide pool by the sea.

I hope whoever finds him next

Will leave him there, like me!



And the gift I've saved for you?

The best gift I can give:

I found a tiny starfish,

And for you, I let him live.




Courtenay Mayes, age 12

5:35 PM;;
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Sunday, March 05, 2006

hee! ytd i never went for class outing.. so sad ah.. i wanted to go at the last min.. but i heard they leaving quite early.. so me and jy went to eat dinner with gabriel and teck instead.. hehe.. we went to marina bay eat steamboat..

yup.. we had fun as usual.. haha.. i think i turning quite evil le.. coz ytd i was like talking bad abt the aunty there.. she keeps ignoring us la.. we ask her change the foil she say: " ok ok" then went to do her own things and forgot abt us le..

i was saying we so nice call her : " aunty" liao she still ignore.. maybe we sld call," oh-ba-san" or " lao-ah-ma" then she will react ah.. then gabriel say sld call her, " Meeiii nnuuu"(pretty lady) haha.. we so mean..

Anyway.. i got into nursing.. tts my 2nd choice.. although cannt get into first choice confirm will a lil disappointed de.. but i am still perfectly alrite with being a nurse..

just that..

i heard so many stories abt it.. like must examine corpses.. deal with rotten wounds and all..

i am a little scared..

i dont want to repeat the footsteps of my cousin..

she was a 12 pointer and was posted to nursing..

in the end she could not cope and committed suicide..

it made me wondered wat was wrong with nursing.. why did she chose death..


i am really worried that i might follow her footsteps..


My mother told me.." you will see differents kinds of patients.. but no matter wat.. do not forget their dignity.. "

ok.. i will be strong.. but somehow.. i still wanna work in a zoo.. i wanna be a nurse which cater to the needs of animals.. but i believe the ppl out there need me more than the animals do..

because..



Mans life is the most precious gift on Earth..

11:46 PM;;
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Thursday, March 02, 2006

I lost my water bottle in school today!! haha.. but now i'll have an excuse to buy a new one~ hehe

oh yea~ today is my first time wearing colour lenses~!! its moonlight.. although i wanted autumn de.. but its ok~ lolz..

hahas.. coz ytd nite i was still thinking.. i have lived for like 16 years.. and i have never ever wore soft lens be4.. the reason: coz my mama say it is not good for my eyes...

but

i just realised that it was my privilege.. given my background and status.. i should have my share of fun rite~! =P haha i only wear contacts for fun la.. my next target is: romantic violet~ hehe one day i will try out all the colours~ hohoho

And i went for guitar lessons today.. i have changed the timing as sat got class outing i wanna leave my whole day free~ whee~

and there was this 4 jurongville boys and 1 from dunno wat school de.. from the start i knew that that are some good-for-nothing ppl.. i mean those from JVS.. coz they keep comdemning at during the lesson..

Among the 4 ppl.. got 2 quite talkative de.. 1 is fat and the other is thin.. i wasn't bothered by them at first.. i find them just another bunch of bananas..

then the plump one suddenly tell his friends that the last time he got canned, he wore extra pants, boxers and underwear.. then when the DM waved the cane.. he told him its nothing.. and he still got the cheek to brag so loudly abt it..

yea.. and soon they were chatting abt some disgusting stuff.. but i forgotten wat they said.. still saying in front of the teacher too.. then the skinny one asked me if i were from express.. i didnt know he was talking to me as i was playing my own pieces..

i looked up as i heard, " wei, girl!"

skinny : " you express rite"

I : " yea.."

fatty : " Skinny, how you know? "

skimmy: " Nor, her shirt says 3e5 ma"

from the content the talk.. i think that they are from sec 4 na.. and.. they think that i am sec 3...

hahas.. just then teacher walked over and asked fatty to play his piece.. skinny told his friends to stop playing and make fun of fatty.. i also stopped and turned to look at fatty..

teacher: " why you play so slowly..? this song is supposed to be faster.."

-Roars of Luaghter-

skinny: " teacher, his hands fat ma. so of coz cannt play fast lah! "

-More bursts of laughter-

fatty: " (scold some bad words to skinny), then looked at me and say " wei.. don tou xiao( hokkien) leh!

then we all laugh again..

gosh.. i couldnt control it.. he is really hilarious.. but i detest his character.. scold so many rot language..

yea.. as the lesson ended.. i wanted to get out there quickly.. as i turned towards the door and said goodbye to teacher..

skinny: " YUNRU, byebye"

fatty: " YUNRU, byebye"

i was too shock to speak and turned and gave them a last glance.. i didnt even said goodbye and ran away immediately to the nearest lift..

i just felt quite insulted.. thats all..

my name can be anyhow called by them de meh!!! chicken mac nuggets lah!! blah

anyway.. i am still looking very forward to sat's class outing ^^

7:52 PM;;
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