Saturday, November 22, 2008

These are some old photos taken on my bday which i discovered. lols. sry siew ling i forgot send you!! =X think my poly friends will be surprised to see their faces here. Esp Connie and siew ling with their act cute picture and connie with adeline playing shooting game. =P

I also found thsese two pictures of us is Scrub suit. Hahas. shan look like Liang PoPo in the last pic. Anyway, that were the good'ol times. =))

Anyway... attachment is giving me alot of stress now... haiz..... coz so many objectives must meet. they will test you anytime....

9:10 PM;;
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Thursday, November 20, 2008

I watched from tv about astrophysics.. Its really hard to understand with all the theory this and theory that. But i heard smth interesting.

Blackholes actually emits a radiation called Hawking radiation obviously named after someone who is called Stephen Hawking. So it is said that this radiation reduces the mass of the black hole and allowing the black hole to lose its mass. The process is called black hole evaporation. And so, the black holes lose more mass than gained and ultimately, it is expected to shrink and DISAPPEAR.

After hearing that... I feel its very exciting but yet another part of me felt quite disappointed.. Since young.. i really liked black holes. I really like imagining its a mystery time hole sucking everything in and maybe if i go through it i could go through time or another world..

Black holes DO exists. But im just sad that it might disappear...

I've always believed they are forever.. =((

Nothing in this world is forever..

12:24 AM;;
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

This are more than 2 weeks ago when we celebrated Adeline's bday. We surprised her at KK. Though its not that successful due to some unexpected things happen. But we still had a great time. =)
The third picture i took with Adeline. Suddenly really agree with many ppl that we look alike. lols. =P

Last week we went out and with a new hairstyle! =D hahas.

Yup. thats all. Just some picture updates for today. =))

11:06 PM;;
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Friday, November 14, 2008

Im really starting to hate attachment... but im damn happy the NYP students are here. Becoz i wont feel so lonely liao. The first day they came i dunno why so excited. Keep talking to them then give them a bit of ward orientation.

Anyway.. theres going to be a presentation 2 weeks later.

SIAN....

Oh yea, there's this super cute 3 yr old girl in my ward. im quite close to her and everyone calls her my Goddaughter. =DDD
not bad man. next time show you all picture. =PP
but kids can be super irritating.. she PURPOSELY urine on the cot bed so i can carry her down and she can run around the ward. =.=

Today i heard smth on the radio which i never thought it would be possible.

Apparantly, a british guy "recovered" from AIDS himself. When he was tested positive for AIDs, he only ate vitamins and supplements and NO medication. And then bout a year later he did another bld test and it showed he was NEGATIVE. That means his body cleared the HIV itself!!

In school, my group always kenna project topics on SEX diseases and AIDS. I know this sounds wrong but Im really into AIDS topic as much as UFOs and sharks. I still remember that time i cracked so much brain juice trying to understand the pathophysiology of HIV and its not that simple.

Em if you want i can explain a little to you how simple yet complicated HIV is. Well.. firstly.. it all starts from a virus attack. When HIV invades your body, your immune system is strong enough to destroy them. But the thing is.. the virus is able to attach itself to the white blood cells and MAKE USE of your own cells to produce their replicate viral cells INSIDE your cells. So.. on one hand, your body is constanly killing the HIV but on the other hand, they are not able to eliminate it totally. Gradually, the white bld cells lvl will be destroyed and reach a very low lvl and will show symptoms of AIDS. And they will die of other infections due to weak immune system.

I always think that.. probably the only way to not let them die is to isolate them so they wont be exposed to any infections.. but its really hard i think..

Thats why im SO impressed if the guy really killed all the HIV in his own body.. its really a medical breakthrough.. think of all the fame he can get. =P

If someday HIV can be cured..

i wonder if its a good thing..

11:48 PM;;
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Hi! im very bored so i went to make a survey. Since you are reading this, you must be bored too. So lets bored together and you do the survey for me =PP

Hahas =DD

The results i will post next time =D

1:52 PM;;
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Tuesday, November 04, 2008

I came back from my nite shift at 8 am plus...

Nite shift is quite fun actually. coz only 5 nurses in the ward and no sister around. lols. but my job is in charge of one whole cubicle of patients then must keep taking their temperature hourly and make milk etc.

Dunno why but so many keep having fever so i very busy.. one thing i hate bout nite shift is middle of the nite must keep going in to take temperature and sometimes the child will scream and cry... gosh... its terrible if they cry i really headache.... Argh! lols...

Got one nurse brought fish porridge so i sat and eat =D. there is also potato chips, kfc drumlets. They stuff me till i super full.

Until 6 am.. i suddenly very exhausted...
Then at 7am the ITE students came for work.
One of the ITE guy saw me, he said

"Hey! you work nite ah?"
"Yea.."
"Wa you still look very fresh leh!"
"..."

I already like zombie liao he still think i very "fresh!". =.=

im going back to sleep le. i slept 3 hours than woke up. dunno why but its so hard to sleep in the day...

im so tired yet cant sleep!!!

anyway,

IM GOING TO SLEEP NOW!!!!

=P

1:28 PM;;
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Monday, November 03, 2008

Today im working nite shift. =)
Actually ytd supposed to go for work at nite too but i two days ago got food poisoning? coz got vomit alot. then i hope ytd was better so i just want to go work.. i dun want to replace ah!!

but really cannot.. my stomach hurts so much i really dun feel like walking much.

But two days ago the pain was really unbearable.

I really believe that im going to die... or get cancer..

Now that im better, im really So Glad!
there are so many things i want to do better..
Its really so good being alive. =)

Also, few days ago met up with a friend for dinner. We never contact each other for almost 1 year..

Then.. i got shoot by her.. say i never treat her as friend.. so long never contact her.. she thought i contact her now is because i change my mind to... then keep asking why i never contact...

has... another one...

I all along maybe dun really see it as my problem ba? coz i really think that even if never contact for long time, if really friends jiu shi friends? meet one year later also got things to talk??

but its really not the first time ppl say me bout this le.. that i dun treat them as friends..

Well anyway.. i really think either side is not wrong.. like although i cant figure why they think that way, but i believe its reasonable too so i dun want to argue.

If they are happier not talking to me.. then let it be ba.
They happy jiu hao..

Anyway, my stomach is hurting again. im going to sleep now.

tonite still must Chiong nite shift ><

My first nite shift.. i really hope i wont fall asleep man. im so easily exhausted!!

10:10 AM;;
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