Monday, December 31, 2007

My last entry for 2007.. hahas. I really MISS 2007!! They say you will always remember the beginning and the end. I cant remember the beginning but i want this end to be great! hehe

2007.. wasnt exactly a very happy year for me. Im not sure if this is part of growing up and that 2008 would be tougher but at least it made me feel alive. hahas.

The Mayas believed that world ends at 2012 and if humans doesnt change their way of living, a new cycle of time wont continue.

Hahas.. sounds ridiculous but who knows. Lets just wait and see ba.

They say that until the last tree have died, last animal have been eaten and last river have dried up than humans will realise their mistake.

I shall agree coz unless world really ends on 2012, i wont take it seriously.

hao ba. i also duno why im crapping on world end when its going to be the start of a new year =PP

Treasure the ppl around you la. hahas.

Im going to meet jas later to play arcade. lols.

Happy New Year Everyone!!

Thanks for being in my life! =DD

11:41 AM;;
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Few days ago, on the bus to my parents place, i saw Mrs Wong..

Imagine this, when you saw your science teacher on the bus, will you approach and say Hi? If someone asked me this, I will naturally and DEFINATELY say i would.

But i stood there for some time thinking. In another 5 or 6 stops im alighting and i didnt know what to say!! thats so unlike me

In the end, i did approach Mrs Wong. Its Now or Never. I really miss her alot. In fact, i wanted to tell her i worked hard on anything to do with Biology because i really really appreciate her.

Last time i used to think her as naggy and didnt really liked her thats why her lessons i was chatting and playing with Jie Yee.

but her effort touched me. A hardworking teacher indeed.

Shes not in boon lay now.. shes a teacher at Rulang primary school.

I probably wont get to say my thank you..

Im currently in attachment now at NUH. Today been busy. Part of the reason is my facilitator is always running up and down the ward to find many opportunities for us.

So i did Medication today and observed many procedures. I hope tml ends soon..><>

im tired.. though i slept at 9.30pm ytd....

i wonder what are my other friends are doing rite now. hehe

8:53 PM;;
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Went out with THEM today! hahas. i just realised got this thing in my scanner which can change the pictures. I played with one photo today and this is what i got! hahas.

I'll blog more pics again. but today i will only post one in different versions lols. =))

Sorry la, now then i how can change the photo but its fun! hahas. =D

10:09 PM;;
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Thursday, December 06, 2007

I went to see the doctor with my mom today. At first I find it stupid coz my reason was I’m tired! Its true! No matter how much I sleep, I feel so tired and sometimes my right eye feels pressured, since September..

I told this to the doc. He asked me a number of questions.

“At what time do you normally sleep?“
“Since when did you start feeling so tired?”
“Do you eat well?”

Then, came in this part.

Doc: “Do you have any troubles?”
Me: “???!... em.. yes I guess so. But I think its ok.”

Doc: “Do you have any troubles you feel that you cant solved?”
Me: *thinking* (I didn’t know how to explain to him but I said…) “To me, I’ll just see it if can be solved or not.…..”

Doc: “Do you have a friend you could talk to?”
Me: “yes”

Doc: “So you could handle your problems?”
Me: “oh yes”

He continued to ask things like if I have dreams and wat izzit about.. if I’m eating well and etc..

Later he said this to me.

“Normally, theres no medicine we give to cure tiredness. Basically, as a teenager, it is psychological problems that are causing stress subconsciously. There are 3 types of stressors; family, school and interpersonal relationships. Relationships are the most common in teenagers… etc
I want you to step a step back, think about the problems you are facing, and determine if you can handle it. You must talk to someone about it. We shall try this out and see if you still feel so tired as it may be a psychological problem. And I would want you to see a eye doctor to get your eye pressure checked just in case. Dun worry, you dun have brain tumour, your blood pressure is normal =)”

So that’s what happened… I was totally stunned. I didn’t expect all this. At first my mom suggested going to the doc becoz I was really afraid I got some tumour in brain causing my super tiredness.. And the doctors questions are really like so unexpected. The worse thing is that my mom was there too!! Goodness..

Hahas.. turned out I might have some psychological illness.. Makes me sound mental! Yucks.. I knew sometimes I am unhappy but overall I could be happy too. But the doctor makes me feel that im much more stressed than I imagined subconsciously that’s why subconsciously im not able to rest well. Im quite sure he will refer me to a psychologist if I said I could not cope with my problems! Luckily.. its so scary.. ><

It just made me sad to realize im not what I thought I am..
Im really ok. Its just that suddenly I didn’t know what to do.. hahas.

11:52 PM;;
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Wednesday, December 05, 2007

After the marathon.. it was damn exhuasting!! In the bus with siew ling, we really fell asleep! lols

Its so nice to hear from Gab and Weilson EARLY in the morning! hahas. Too bad cant see weilson coz you on the other side having duty. Its a good thing i kept a lookout for Gab coz i saw him running!! Not bad sia. =PP

48km is no joke!! hahas. Next year is my turn ah. =DD

Next year when i cross the FINISH line, they will annonce my arrival~ WAHAHAS.

the last.........

Anyway! Im still so tired... i might go see the eye doctor later. Sometimes my right eye feels pressured. My mom says scarly i have glaucoma!

Gosh!! Glaucoma will go blind you know!

NOnonono. Impossible. i wont have it. WONT HAVE. hahas

Jasmine just msged me saying she might have to repeat poly next year coz she totally dun understand.

=.= she even blame me for putting up the quiz in my post as she went to do others and nv study! hahas.

haiyo... kelly you try to help her la.. you so clever.

Its so bored... two days ago went out with Jie Yee, Gab and teck. Tml going out with nursing friend

Next week going out with JY they all again and another nursing friend!

HAHAS. Thats wat happens when you are the only one having holidays and your poly friends are having exams. lols

Oh yea! and with jasmine too. Promised her one dinner after her tests. hehe

Peace~

Im not bored! hehe

12:42 PM;;
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