Life is really an exhausting journey.. today my mother told me that one of my relative got cancer.. now waiting for the report.. i heard that adeline cried very bitterly.. poor girl.. i am so sorry that i wasnt there.. ..................... .................... .................. i suddenly recalled a previous maid at my grandmas house.. she's always scolded by my big aunt.. i really pity her.. then we became very good friends.. i remembered the time she asked me for my address.. coz she was afraid that she might be sent home.. in the letter she wrote," i really like you alot, thanks for always helping me" well.. haha...its really good to know that someone appreciated you.. i just feel really happy.. a happiness which comes from the heart.. its a really good feeling.. its nice to know that even a small me could bring some colours into someone's elses life.. and when they thank you for it.. the feeling is really great.. is undescribable... now.. she went back last yr.. heard she got married! she did told me abt her boyfriend at indonesia.. i asked that wont she be worried that after two years her boyfriend would love another girl? she just smiled and replied that its ok, she wont blame him.. haha this maid.. i forget her name.. but i know that shes only 18.. yea.. just looking at her makes me feel worthless lolz.. shes really really hardworking.. but i am gald that her boyfriend did not change heart! i truly wish that they will be happy.. tml i will find the letter and i will write a letter to her and let her know that she will always be remembered and be best sisters!
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