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Thursday, November 17, 2005

haiz.. i wanted to play maple de.. but the world is full so i decided to blog.. just 2 more papers and byebye to o lvls.. i just cant believe that its ending soon.. 4 yrs in boon lay just for these papers and now its over.. its like my 4 yrs in boon lay have no value and meaning le.. haha but of coz i still have many wonderful memories in return..
i found out that i have very accurate sixth sense.. sometimes i just know wat is going to happen.. most of the things i predicted for bio paper really came out.. which gave me a huge shock.. jie yee asked me how did i know.. i really don know how to explain.. i just know.. haha
i used to admire ppl who can foresee the future.. but i realised its not as good as it seems.. today i woke up having a bad feeling.. i know that smth bad is going to happen.. then i saw my father.. i had this weird sense that my father is somehow involved..
then i was guessing of wat could happen in my mind.. my father was going to fetch me to school.. i was wondering if it would be a car accident or smth.. haha then if car accident i also will be involved.. so on the way to school i was like don dare to look at the road.. very " xin jin dan zhan".
but nothing happened.. i was fine all the way to school.. at that moment, i told myself that i was thinking too much.. lolz but when i came home.. my mother told me that my father sprained his ankle.. then i was like " ooh! so its sprain ankle ah.. ok.." at least its not as serious as i thought..
but i think its more than a sprain.. he cant really walk and he say he suspect its a fracture.. tml my mother is going to the doctor with him..
well.. wat i felt most sorry was that when my mother ask me to help my fath.er stand up i was quite unwilling.. firstly, i know i wont be of much help coz theres really nothing i can do wat.. he can stand up on his own.. i just make sure he don fall.. secondly.. i am not used to showing people that i care for them.. i mean.. it sounds weird.. i know..
its like a phobia i had.. i am not used to ppls overconcern or me overconcerning ppl.. must see situation and wat kind of ppl.. esp family.. i wont show my concern..
sometimes i think i treat my friends better then family.. lolz and becoz of this phobia.. i wont even try to get too close to guys.. i used to think its very " er xin".. now i sorta change this view abit.. but i still believe that ' never trust a guy completely..'
ahahah. sometimes girls are no better too lolz.
that time i was telling teck hui that if he do smth which makes a girl decrease in impression of him, he can forget about increasing that impression! haha just teaching him to treat his future girlfriends better lolz..
well, moral of the story is, " We should not too ' ai mian zi' "

3:32 PM;;
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