Sunday, November 13, 2005
I'm sad, sad sad sad...
it was only ytd nite i realised that in 2 weeks time, i am no longer a boonlayian.. it was until ytd that i felt so miserable.. i miss my friends, teachers and school..
all these just made me thought about graduation nite in primary school.. i remembered how hard i cried and how determined we wanted to remain as friends.. i can say i have more than 8 best friends.. but till now.. i only really contacted one.. and that is jasmine.. i especially missed leng kee. ching hui and may..
i used to think that its simple to remain in contact.. just call them up or sent an sms.. but things are just not as easy as said..
wat can i tell them..? its been so long.. we are all busy.. and i don feel that strongly to maintain that friendship anymore..
i was wondering if that will happen in my secondary school life now.. my former principal used to say, " a fuhua student will always be a Fuhua student, you cant change that and we will always welcome you back."
now i just want to shout and say, " A boonlayian will always be a boonlayian!"
i don care if things will never be the same again.. we cant live in the shadows of past.. let them be beautiful memories.. thats enough.. although i hate memories becoz i always wanted them to last forever...
and i thank god for putting me in this school, i met people who helped my grow and learn.. i am really thankful and grateful to be in this school..
I'll MISS MY SCHOOL!!
1:46 PM;;
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