Wednesday, February 22, 2006
ok.. decided to blog again.. just now i was really upset and frustrated at myself.. becoz i think i lost my grade 5 theory certificate.. without it i couldn't take the exam to grade 6..
i blamed myself for not keeping my things well..for i am not a tidy person.. i was like searching the whole house for it some hours later.. i did not dare to tell my parents becoz i don want to let my mama worry and look for it for the whole nite.. and i scared papa will scold me.. but i found it in the end.. papa kept all my certs for me.. thank you! i can sleep well now..
so i decided to try my luck.. but it was hopeless.. i felt like crying but my eyes were dry.. its just terrible.. these days my mood have gone down to hell..
the worst thing is to force yourself to smile* when you couldn't..
wat is the matter with me..
why? why? why?
i shall not pursue.. my mind is blank..
i smiled* the whole day long..
sometimes.. i really wish i had a friend who can tell me wat to do.. i dont want to do the wrong things again..
when the sun rises again.. it will shine.. it will..
12:00 AM;;
♥ find your instrument~ ♥