Sunday, March 05, 2006

hee! ytd i never went for class outing.. so sad ah.. i wanted to go at the last min.. but i heard they leaving quite early.. so me and jy went to eat dinner with gabriel and teck instead.. hehe.. we went to marina bay eat steamboat..

yup.. we had fun as usual.. haha.. i think i turning quite evil le.. coz ytd i was like talking bad abt the aunty there.. she keeps ignoring us la.. we ask her change the foil she say: " ok ok" then went to do her own things and forgot abt us le..

i was saying we so nice call her : " aunty" liao she still ignore.. maybe we sld call," oh-ba-san" or " lao-ah-ma" then she will react ah.. then gabriel say sld call her, " Meeiii nnuuu"(pretty lady) haha.. we so mean..

Anyway.. i got into nursing.. tts my 2nd choice.. although cannt get into first choice confirm will a lil disappointed de.. but i am still perfectly alrite with being a nurse..

just that..

i heard so many stories abt it.. like must examine corpses.. deal with rotten wounds and all..

i am a little scared..

i dont want to repeat the footsteps of my cousin..

she was a 12 pointer and was posted to nursing..

in the end she could not cope and committed suicide..

it made me wondered wat was wrong with nursing.. why did she chose death..

i am really worried that i might follow her footsteps..

My mother told me.." you will see differents kinds of patients.. but no matter wat.. do not forget their dignity.. "

ok.. i will be strong.. but somehow.. i still wanna work in a zoo.. i wanna be a nurse which cater to the needs of animals.. but i believe the ppl out there need me more than the animals do..

because..

Mans life is the most precious gift on Earth..

11:46 PM;;
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