Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Is fate important?

I do believe in it.

And i am grateful for all the ppl who entered my life.

I live in a world, where my parents tell me how cruel the world is.

all sorta ppl you can find out there..

ppl who looks so sincere yet so evil..

i even lived through a period where my family nearly gone bankrupt..

just becoz my father was kind enough to be a guarantor.

My aunt together with a man lied to us for i dun know how many years.

They rent a shop in my fathers name and nv paid the utilities bill for a year..

and wats the result..

HDB send a letter telling us to pay 110K or my father will go to jail 2 weeks later.

There was a time my school even send a letter saying that i have not paid my $16 school fees.

I hurt an uncle's dignity 5 yrs ago and not long after he committed suicide.

till now i still believed its my fault.

dun worry.. all these are over..

How do i look in secondary 3?

Most of these happened then..

Sometimes just looking back at the environment i grew up in..

i knew how evil ppl can be,

i knew why they say you cant trust anyone except yourself,

i knew how selfish ppl are.

i witness all these over my 17 yrs of life yet i still chose not to believe in it.

Looking back..

Wat kind of life i have

Should i lament or be contented?

I believe in every situation you are given.. it is for you to learn.

and.. i learnt

to continue to trust..

10:06 PM;;
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