Thursday, December 14, 2006

today saw mingjie and alex in the shop..

yea.. haven seen them for quite a long long time..

i went to westmall and watched eragon with jia hui..

i love all these courageous shows although i still hope good people dun die..

Maybe someday, i might get a brain tumor or hemorrhage in brain.

Yea. hope my brain dies.

k nvm. im joking.

i used to explore why little children are so happy. and this is wat i know.

1) They have many dreams which they believe they can achieve.

2) They never thought of failure

3) They are easy to satisfied

theres many more.

but i wanna add smth..

4) They dun have much bad memory in life

Lets not talk abt these days kids. they are overly mature.

when i was in primary 5.. i cried so hardly from school till my grandma's house due to 'memory'

I wanted to be in the same class as my best friends..

i knew everything would become a memory when we changed classes..

my mother consoled me by telling that all my times spent with them will be a good 'memory'

why am i saying all these?

im not sure.

Im plagued by my bad memories.

i dun hope to erase them.

I just hope they will stop coming back.

Bad memories make ppl fear.

Some friends when i asked them some typical questions, they would give me this :

Dun ask me to face it. coz i cant
Dun ask me to say it. coz i wont
Dun ask me to forget it. coz i failed

to me, to most

Bad memories = Sad memories

Im sry if i blog all this.
Dun ask why. Dun try to understand. I just had a sad memory today.

hey 123..

be happy. ^^

Tml everything will be ok.

12:04 AM;;
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