Saturday, March 17, 2007

For ppl who wanna know hows my hamsters are doing, i shall tell you! =P

The 4 babies are 6 days old now. the mama is doing good too, she cares for them now. hehe now when the baby is stranded, she will bring them back to the nest.

I found out there there are 1 girl out of 4 babies. they have not open their eyes but i guess in a few days time, they will. and i have one good news!

I can touch the baby!! the mama dun mind at all. its sooo tiny k! and since they still cant walk, the baby will roll around my hand!

And they started to use scratch themselves using their feet. But their legs too short la.. so from the way i see it, they are scratching the air or shaking their legs.

Its Super Cute!! sometimes i wonder who taught them those hamster characteristics.. certainly not their mama coz they cant see! i think its in their genes.

Anyway, they are very cute!! haha =D

ok.. hmm.. ytd.. my attachment just ended.

the last two weeks really flew by very quickly.. maybe, like cindy said, we've got used to the ward.

We had a little celebration ytd. teacher put me and connie in charge of the celebration.. =.= theres some story why we two got involved.. but i learnt that, next time i will just shut up my Big Mouth!! >.<

We go by votes and they decided they want pizza... although its not really hard work collecting money, buying cards and do the ordering, but im constantly worrying if anything will go wrong...

I've realised its not that easy holding responsibilities..

We called Canadian Pizza. then at 2 o'clock me, connie and cindy went down to collect.

We were shocked by the 6 boxes of pizzas!! we gave 2 boxes to the ward ppl. =)

But when we came back.. we couldnt find our teachers Shree and Hamani..

Previously, they told me they are going down for a short moment as someone is seriously ill...

they were still not back when we came back..

45 mins later, they came back.. but i didnt have a chance to talk to them yet.. i was still in my cubicle helping to feed patient and work will be ending 15 mins later.

Just then.. Umi, my attachment buddy, came in..

she told me and another girl that Shree told her that one of our lecturer's husband suddenly collasped due to heart... and now he is in CCU ( cardiac care unit )... thats why both of my lecturers went down to look at her and the husband..

She was one of my favourite lecturer.. my role model of a professional and caring nurse.. i really cant believe smth so terrible would happen to her husband..

Umi also told me that she cried in the CCU..

you know.. the moment i heard that.. it really affected me very badly..

the words "she cried.." kept repeating in my mind..

Umi was very sad too.. we wanted to send some encouragement to her.. but it just didnt feel rite.. maybe it would be better if we would pray for her in silent and the teachers to stand by her side..

.. i keep thinking abt this..

i could turn to her when i have troubles.. but who could she turn too..?

All along.. i thought adults are strong. i thought everything would always be fine for them. i thought they would only cry in dramas..

thats why when Umi told me that she cried.. i could sense her helplessness..

i nv told anyone abt this.. im afraid if i say it out i might just cry..

At the staff lounge, i watched the many happy faces eating their pizza.

And all along, i could smile..

im becoming quite a good actress.

Its ok to cry...

I believe my teacher will be strong. =)

10:52 PM;;
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