Friday, June 08, 2007

OK. I have never post anything really serious in my blog till now.

This might be my first REAL SERIOUS POST.

I will CONFESS one of my major PROBLEM IN LIFE.

Its about RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS.

But its not abt MY PROBLEM. Its SOMEONE'S ELSE PROBLEM.

Im just being SUCKED IN by their HUGE MAGNETIC FORCE.

I have this adult friend, shall call her A.

I used to be quite close with her. But its all in the past.

Then she have this Ang Moh friend, called Shaun.

Shaun knows that im quite close with A, which is in the past, then he stole my number from her phone.

He have been msging me for quite long. Since the start of this year.

In some months, he will msg me everyday.

Flood me with 10 over messages and each 3-4 pages long!

Most of the msg is about things that happen to A.

Why everything abt A? because, smth happened which made me and A not on speaking terms.

So that Shaun wanna patch things up for us.

And nearly everyday, i would receive msges on wat are the kind acts that A did and the problems that happen to her. Blah blah blah.

Seriously, i really hate it when he always tell me to tresure me and A's friendship and blah blah blah.

To me, im ok to be friends. but of coz wont be as close.

I really dunno wat he wants as things seem to be getting more and more complicated!!

Oh yea, i forgot to mention. A is in australia. Sometimes he comes to SG with his other Ang Moh friends for meetings or things like that.

Yes. Hes been msging me from OVERSEAS.

Once i was soo pissed i sreamed at him in the SMS telling him to Stop telling me things abt A as i dun wish to know!!

But he still continue to do so. =.=

Anyway, thats my past problem. Being harrassed by some Australian guy whom i do not even know!

As time goes by, i kinda accepted the fact that he would msg me everyday and that hes quite childish.

Recently, he started more casual chat with me. Like if he changing flight he will also msg and tell me.

Its seems like im his secretary or smth. EVERYTHING he report to me.

Then, few days ago, he told me that he and his gf would be getting married in December and asked if i could attend.

yea.. the venue : Australia. =.=

Few weeks ago, i got to know abt his age.

Guess what. Hes 42!!

MAN!!! SUPER CHILDISH lor his character. not suit his age!!

really...

then guess wats his occupation.

Hes the director of MMC company. Some big company i heard and hes damn rich.

NO WONDER he so free to MSG ME EVERYDAY LA!!!

he send me 10 msges sometimes i dun reply. sometimes i only reply one or two.

He really have patience man.

ok. here comes the problem.

Shaun loves A. But A rejected him.

Then as time goes by, A introduced Michelle ( his current gf ) to him.

They got to know each other then planned to married.

But now Shaun tells me that he realised he still love A and he loves her more than Michelle!

Ytd, he postponed his wedding. and called A but A didnt answer his call.

Then Ytd morning Shaun flooded me with so many sad messages telling me how sad he is and how much he loved her.

Later in the nite, he said that he dun want to repeat his mistake by marrying Michelle and that he wants me to help him to contact A.

Because A only listens to me and he wasnt able to get her through the phone!

heres some of our conversation.

Me : " ... i will call her tonite if possible. but you know, love is smth which cannot be forced. wat if she dont accept you? "

Shaun : " She wont accept me because Michelle is her best friend and....... you must succeed! i could only count on you for help now. Pls explain it to her. "

..... hais....

now i've become a.. matchmaker?

Anyway, i called A in the nite.

She said that she cant answer shaun's phone call because she knows his character.

Hes really very childish. worse than my brother.

I asked how come hes so free. Coz he like morning, afternoon and nite also can msg me!!

She says coz hes job very free! Director ma! just sit there drink coffee, have meetings and conference and there are so many assistance to do his job for him...

NO wonder keep msging me...

Anyway, i just received Shaun's msg..

He told me that he have told his GF abt it and that the GF wants to break up with him!! ><

Then he send me this too ...

Shaun : " I saw A online so i quickly logout. Dont want to make her angry before i fly to Singapore soon. I am really in love with her. Dont want to lose her. Believe she will definately accept me. I will make sure she wont have the chance to excuse or reject me. I might need your help too dal. I love her ! "

.......

Hes coming to SG!! >< >< >< ><

DIE LIAO LA.....

A told me that she wants to be free to do watever she wants and that she wont accept Shaun.

Why that Shaun always need my help!! Now he everyday msg me like 20-30 SMS! lols

Now he wants me to go talk some sense into A before he reach Singapore!!

Just that now, i also treat Shaun as a friend.. A is also my friend...

Often, i find myself stuck in between...

Should i tell A abt it?? She will get a GREAT SHOCK if she sees him in SG the next day!!!

But its like crushing Shaun's dream too...

Wat should i do?????????????

................

Please God..

Bless them.

I really cant imagine the consequences tml.

Shaun really made a big mistake in giving up his marriage.

Did he? or did he not?

He was pursuing his real love?

Im really the middle girl now.

And i know everything from both sides but i cant say!! ><

The Adult world of Relationship is really so Complex!!

I rather get a stroke and die!

They are all in their 40s.

Im only a 18 yr old girl!!

Wat can i do??!!

Shaun really shouldnt have told me anything in the first place!!

i wonder wat will happen tml...

cant imagine.

1:23 AM;;
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