Saturday, June 23, 2007

These two days went to teachers house for group lesson.

all her students are there.

Firstly, teacher showed us some famous orchestra performances.

And there was this musician who commented that you have to have that 'emotion' or feeling before you can play and convey that emotion to others.

When i heard how brilliant the pianist played, guess wat i was thinking..

How would you think?

Em, for those who do not know how to play the piano, i bet you will go " Wow! and blah blah blah blah blah " You will be filled with admiration and respect towards that pianist.

But for me, the feeling of admiration and respect is already there.. i felt very depressing.

Im serious! let me explain wat i meant ba.

Its not hard playing the piano. but its not that easy to play smth which the player feels satisfied with.

Always, i play for the sake of playing.

But when i saw how those musicians played, i really could feel the power and impact.

I feel quite sad because i see something in them which can never be found in me.

but most importantly, i know that i didnt try hard enough.

yup.

then when lesson ended, Rebecca told me that shes quitting piano..

because she sees no point in continuing.. and shes grade 7 now..

I guess human tends to lose their purpose in doing smth at many points of their life..

sometims i thought of quitting too..

but i told myself " NO "

i really can understand.

Thats why, now i believe, if you want to do something, you really have to give your best.

5:44 PM;;
♥ find your instrument~ ♥