Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Hahas. after i saw saintee's tag, got the urge to blog.

ooh, so you want me to blog about you huh.

ok. ^^

WEI!!! WHY YOU NEVER COME ON THE SECOND DAY!!!

Second day i won one round leh!! then cannot hao lian to you le la.

SEE LA.

haha. k la k la. i just kidding only.

but i know you wont angry rite. coz you not evil. hahas.

Next week i have nursing skills exam le. ><>

one of the most complicated ones. =.=

But i finally finished the ppt le. hahas so happy. teacher helped us a great lot!!

my brother said that hes going to quit smoking.

I am really glad man!! these days because hes so good then i got peace everyday!! hahas

but someone went to ask my brother some questions on smoking hor..

to that person, please please please dun ever try it. ><

PLEASE!!

My brother started smoking because... of my family. which includes me.

He feels that the whole family is against him.

believe me, last year, i was awaken by countless of screaming nites by my dad, mum and brother. sometimes when i couldnt take it anymore, i would just go out and shout,

CAN YOU ALL JUST SHUT UP!!!!!

I always told my brother i would NEVER forgive him because he ruined my life.

Im grounded to go out, grounded to play computer, grounded to watch tv and must stay home teach him A MATHS. he and his o levels.

See, i have all the perfect reasons to HATE him.

but thats also the reason he wouldnt tell me anything.

WE just wouldnt take a step back.

Sometimes we are always too insensitive to how ppl really feels.

sometimes they hide it, sometimes they dont.

Just like i wouldnt know how exactly you feel and vice versa

We are learning about depression in school today.

its very normal for anyone to get depressed at some point in their life.

i used to convince myself that i suffered from depression too! hahas..

ALL the things seem to go wrong or maybe all the wrong things occur because of me!

But i learned that I can CHOOSE to be happy.

Being happy is not neccessarily how far you can achieve in life, afterall, humans die dont they?

I dunno the exact answer (i doubt its existance)

but to me... actually i also dunno... hahas.

anyway, i also dunno wat i am doing now..

hahas..

good nite. school really tires me out!! ><

9:22 PM;;
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