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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

well, after so long, i finally got a chance to blog. but this entry is specially for a friend.

to a guy who onced had two loves..

There was this girl, from young, she always believed that everything was kind and beautiful in this world. She did not question abt the bad. She never thought of asking why.

Until 17, she started to wonder why. She couldnt understand alot of things. But slowly she starts to learn and accept that the world is not so beautiful anymore. Even people are much more complicated than she imagined.

She knew there was this guy who loved her. To her, the guy was the most understanding person in the world. He knows alot of things and he always know the right words to say.

She thought she knew the feeling of liking someone. but in the end, she felt like she didnt know it at all. Thats why she didnt know how she should treat that guy.

Because she only believed in like. She did not believe in love.

She couldnt and didnt want to accept how reality works. and she tried to run as far away as she could. She couldnt run away for long. Because Time brought her back. She finally understand how he feels. She hates herself for making him sad.

The reason she ran away was because she did not want to hurt this important person. But she was wrong. She was wrong about alot of things. Alot of things the boy did she understands.. she can see and feel it too. She was very sorry.. but she couldnt say. because sorry became something too meaningless.

For someone who do not believe in love and fear it, the ending will not be a happy one. She did not want the boy to waste time on her. She feel that she dont deserve it because she said very very mean things which nearly cost them their friendship..

All these are the past now. The boy found his princess and they are on their journey to their castle. The girl is very very happy for them. She cried when she knew they are together. She cried because her wishes for him came true and she did not have to live in that much guilt anymore.. it really hurts living in so much shadows of guilt.

In many experiences, there are many lessons to be learnt. She really learns alot and is really grateful to have him as friend. ^^


And finally, the girl wishes the most understanding person and his princess happiness. =)


Good Nite!

11:25 PM;;
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