Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Feeling so confused now!! ><

Coz my brother just chat with me. Then like giving me lecturing... hahas.. say he cant understand and that im stupid..

I just dunno how to explain.. maybe hes rite, the way i think and handle things is weird. but somehow.. after he talked to me.. i suddenly feel i really stupid and things like that... hahas...

I just beg him to go away and i will think abt it another day... And he said this to me.

"What seems to be coming but will never come?"

.......

Today, a friend told me that a friend of ours find life meaningless... And i said this to him, which someone once said it to me..

Life is meaningless because we try to find meaning from things which wont last.. only things that last forever have meaning..

Basically, i believe we should try living life the way we want it to be.

Im like contradicting myself... hahas. For a moment, i really like no direction now coz of wat my brother told me.. but on the other hand, im trying to help others find direction.

Hahas. Well... lols.

Anyway, i need to sleep liao.. just came to blog a while. Tml got practical test... hope im lucky and i pick smth which i can handle.. ><

Oh yea... the answer to my brothers question is...

Tomorrow...

if you wanna know why it never comes, thats because, when tomorrow comes, it becomes today and you will be waiting for the next tomorrow, and the next, and next, and next...

He just want to tell me... not to procrastinate.....

hahas... im surprised. Its actually my BROTHER telling me all these... lols.

12:53 AM;;
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